ABOUT THIS LETTER
Sean Sellers on death row wrote this personal letter about Jesus Christ Tom Wedge a juvenile probation officer in Logan County 1986 to read to the many thousands of young adults he speaks across the country the United States
My dear friends,
I sit here at a steel desk in a cell on death row in Oklahoma. I’m 17 years old. When I close my eyes I imagine the faces of all who hear this letter. I see faces just like mine less than a year ago. Faces full of confusion and often pain. Faces searching for something.
I was there too. I was looking for a place to fit in like you. I found that place, before the altar of Satan. I let an interest of Dungeons and Dragons become my obsession that later led me into Santiam. I performed rituals covered in blood, inviting demons to enter my body. I drank blood, sometimes mixed with wine and urine, and began taking drugs. I thought I had at last found what I was looking for. I was wrong. Now as a result of all I did in Satanism I am condemned to die.
My friends, I am not an adult, I’m a teenager. I know what it’s like out there and very often it’s not easy, but look where I am, it can always get worse. Many people can tell you many things, but it’s your decision to listen. I pray you will listen to me. I’m just not a speaker on a platform, I’m not a preacher but I am a teenager.
I followed the ways of society, the ways of uncaring, of immorality, of rebellion. I looked to drugs, alcohol, and Satanism for answers to my problems. I never just stopped to look around me.
Walk outside and look at the sky, at the trees, the ground, the flowers. Just look around you and see the clouds, the birds, the sunshine. Can’t you see the awesome love of the One who created all this for you? You know, drugs, alcohol, the occult, that all seems to cool; are you too cool to see that Jesus loves you? I was, and now where am I?
No, my friends, drugs, alcohol, the occult, all that trash, there are not answers to problems. Every day teens kill themselves because everyone around them was too cool to them about Jesus, or because they also turned to these for answers instead of turning to the only real answer. All these are not answers, they’re only more problems disguised as answers. Jesus is the only answer.
Where are you headed? When people look at you what do they see? Do they see a person too cool to stop and talk to about their problems? Do they see a person full of rebellion? If they do, you could end up as I have. Or do they see a person who really cares, a person who is really cool?
I never knew what it was to live until someone told me I had to die. What will it take for you? You could make such a difference in your own life, and so many others as well. Listen to me. You can see where I am. I followed the ways of society. I fell into the traps of the devil. Make a stand in your life, learn to care for one another, learn to love one another and teach others to do the same. Jesus is the only way. I know. He loves you more than you can ever imagine. Won’t you give Him a fair chance in your life? Just give Jesus a fair chance in your life.
There are people who care. Never think that no one cares, because I do. I care because I love you. I love you because Jesus loves you, and if you are good enough for Him, then you are good enough for me. It took a long time to say those words. How long will it take you? I had to go through hell to learn something so simple. Will you let me teach you? I love you my friends.
Forever in Christ
Sean Sellers 156641
McAlester, OK 74501
Suzy with Precious mom at Tommy’s baptism with brother John.
As sure as the sun rises in the east
and sets in the west-
Jesus Christ will make sure he saves the best-
For his eyes are tired from the sin he knows
for his Holy Spirit has been sent to heal our woes.
on people who humbled their hearts
and did repent.
We must do it before it’s too late. We must not hesitate.
So honor his commandments
first hand–before its time of Tribulation
when fire comes to all of earth’s land
He knows the Saved and unsaved sinners
good and bad deeds
men from all the nations,
people of every creed.
Jesus Christ knows every human being who walked
All who are not saved will go back in the dirt.
For he knows who is saved and the ones who disobeyed.
So repent today before it’s too late.
Written by Suzae Chevalier on November 23, 2016
Updated May 25, 2018
Romans 8 Future Glory
18 I consider that our present suffering are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. 19 The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it. In hope 21 that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.
22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 Not only so, but we ourselves. Who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we walk eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
28In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 27 And he who searches hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.
Romans 8:37 More Than Conquers
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
MAY 22, 2018
“See, my children, we must reflect that we have a soul to save, and an eternity that awaits us. The world, its riches, pleasures, and honors will pass away; heaven and hell will never pass away. Let us take care, then. The saints did not all begin well; but they all ended well. We have begun badly; let us end well, and we shall go one day and meet them in heaven.”
— St. John Vianney
Thank You Jesus for being with me in the womb
Thank You Jesus for being with me to my tomb-
this is where I will be resurrected and come
in a glorified body that can not be harmed
with a knife.
Thank You Jesus for fighting my spiritual battles
all the time
without You I would not shine.
Thank You Jesus for your sacrifice–
Thank You for giving me a new life.
Written by Suzae Chevalier on April 28, 2018
Jesus died for us
so we could have more life
He cancelled our sins
but we still need to repent.
We have all lived in the flesh
we now can live in the spirit
with the Holy Spirit in us.
Thank You Jesus for my salvation
and forgiveness of sins
I go to the cross and pray again and again.
Written by Suzae Chevalier on March 30,2018